it happened out of nowhere…..
it just happened….
my shitty life is still shitty
my love life is still the same as before..
wandering endlessly in the vast universe of life
my mood is getting darker and darker
im becoming morbid again…
thingking of death, destuction, mayhem, chaos….
but dont get me wrong im not depressed im actually enjoying it..
ive forgotten how to get hurt….
i just dont feel pain anymore……
i thank God for letting me become so numb…
then it just happened… out of the blue i got promoted
oh god! are they really serious!? hehehe
this is gonna be fun, i guess im just to focused on worked and play
now i get to spread my chaos again
oh this is gonna be fun

coldshaft/wolvy out………..

Artist: Disturbed Lyrics
Song:
Down With The Sickness Lyrics

(Can you feel that?)
(Oh shit)
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems what’s left of my human side
Is slowly changing … in me
(Will you give in to me?)

Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, There is no turning back now
You’ve woken up the demon … in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don’t try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give in to me?)

It seems you’re having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no, the world is a scary place
Now that you’ve woken up the demon … in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream!!!!
No mommy, don’t do it again
Don’t do it again
I’ll be a good boy
I’ll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don’t hit me Oh-oohh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?
Don’t do it! You’re hurting me Oh-oohh!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don’t you,
Why don’t you fuck off and die?
Why can’t you just fuck off and die?
Why can’t you just leave here and die?
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU!!!
I don’t need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
Would you like to see how it feels mommy?
Here it comes, get ready to die!

Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Mad-ness has now come over me

singing my brains out…..

dunno  just loving this shitty thing called life for some unknown reason……..

just finish gears of wars man what a game, ><’ love working for microsoft hehehe free gametime!!!

my rating for that game:

graphics: 90%

story: 70% medyo bitin eh kulang sa intro story

game play: 80% was playing it on hardcore mode nyajajajaja!!!!

basically gears of war is Contra meets Resident evil meets alone in the dark meets and a whole load of shitcrap all jammed in one game the graphics can back up its gameplay, we are wishing here in the office that MasterChief(main character of HALO) will look as beautiful as this when HALO 3 comes out

on the other side:

will my xmas be the same as the last one….

cold and alone, just like my last bday i need a hug…. pota feeling pa senti na naman ako

on the other other side:

trying to get back to my roots…

to bring out the old me…. the one i used to not want to let out…..

because im afraid that ill enjoy every fukin single moment of it ……..

but what the hell… nothing else i can lose right? and besides that bastard inside me will

raise some hell and i so need to raise one!! been to timid and kind this past 6 years time to let the

demon out again so i can fully enjoy this shit called life….

  sighning out for now so…