Archive for December, 2006

I said it at last

Monday, December 18th, 2006

i finally done the impossible, i finally said it without too much
stuttering and shaking and in clear words,
probably because all my energy was spent,  because i was pulling off
a double shift, floor support for 13+ hours at the time
i was probably too tired to be torpe and said it straight
and yup im not expecting anything, i just wanted to say it and i have

To say or not to Say….

Saturday, December 16th, 2006

feelings and emotions being kept inside
trying very hard not to let it out
i am such a fool
to say or not to say it i feel im gonna be doomed if i say it
too afraid to speak out
too stupid to let it out
if i say it now its going to end
in one big bang!
but if i dont
its also going to end that way….
i just want to release it and say it
without asking anything in return but just
a release…..